Tuesday, February 28, 2006
the ups and downs of life.
no one wans it.
i dun wan.
it no longer matter when i turn 14.
it s jsut gonna be a normal day.
no worries.
no doubts.
a day of peace and quiet.
alone. :)
i love you;
Saturday, February 25, 2006
lalala.
at crystal's hse now.
slacking eh. :)
so took sum time to blog.
crystal jsut fell asleep huggin that CUTIE beary =)
den we all SLACKING.
wenbin wong and keith doin HP belt cum flag.
we haven done anyting.
gonna go off soon to go home.
cuz i haven finish studyin and DOING HW. :(
miserable freaking homework.
HATE!
wahahahah.
so warm-
crystal's mummy's SO NICE.
ask his bro to buy food for us.
:)
shanghai shanghai shanghai~
:)
JIAYOU- SONNY! :)
i love you;
Friday, February 24, 2006
i dunno why.
i m dumb.
that's it.
just dumb.
ytd i was thankful
and now i feel dumb.
real dumb.
why ME.
y m i alwaes LOSING MY THINGS.
i m tired for losing tings
and panicking for them.
and i m alwaes doin sth DUMB.
and why cant i understand MY STUDIES.
and why cant i just RMB every SINGLE ting.
and why cant i understand other ppl MORE?
i just cant get anyting rite. :(
can sumone help me?
i feel so neglected sumtime.
in class.
in CCA.
wherever i m.
i seem to haf alot of friends eh?
no.
just how many re realli dere for me?
i m just feeling sorry for myself.
how do u define a friend?
felicia.i tink i understand more abt how u feel NOW. :)
i m realli sorry for all de pumpings i made u all suffer.
maybe i m just not fit for UG... ...
today just isn one of those nice days. :(
i m gonna be strong and it's gonna be alrite.TMR.
i love you;
Thursday, February 23, 2006
i m thankful to god.
i m thankful for being in AHS.
i m thankful for being in jab jab.
i m thankful for being in council.
i m thankful for welfare.
i m thankful for being in 1d05 2d06.
i m thankful for my pri sch life.
i m thankful for all my NICE NICE seniors.
i m thankful for my FRIENDS.
i m thankful for my classmates/schoolmates
i m thankful for all those who KNOW me.
i m thankful for being able to study.
i m thankful that i learn frm my failed subs.
i m thankful to all those who stood by me.
i m thankful for all those who cheer me on.
i m thankful to those who lend me deir ears.
i m thankful to those who share deir secrets wif me.
i m thankful for everyting u haf done for me.
i m thankful for teaching me
i m thankful for guiding me
i m thankful for my NEW/OLD friends.
i m thankful for scolding me
i m thankful for those who make me realise
tt life is alwaes in my favor.
i m thankful for YOU.
i m thankful for felicia.
for bein my BEST FRIEN.
i m thankful for sheena.
for bein MY CLIQUE!
and a NICE BIG HUG.
i m thankful for megan.
for bein de FOOD supplier =)
i m thankful for condom X).
for providin her "service" HAHA.
i m thankful for teddy.
for bein HUG-ABLE
i m thankful for jiaying.
for goin TOILET wif me. X)
i m thankful for shifu.
for teachin me ROLLER bladin.
i m thankful for zhengwei.
for sms-ing me :)
i m thankful for samuel.L
for crappin wif me.
i m thankful for huiling
MY NUM 1.
i m thankful for germaine
de NUM 2.
i m thankful for siewmin
MY PARTNER
i m thankful for wanying
HER "bitcheness"
i m thankful for wanling
her "BIMBO-ness"
i m thankful for JOhanna.
her MAGIC.
i m thankful minle.
for de craps.
i m thankful xiquan.
for helpin me get ready b4 cca.
i m thankful for keith
cuz he s alwaes lookin AP & for bein HORNY
i m thankful for juncheng.
de banana~
i m thankful for zixiang
hope u come CCA. :)u re TALLER than me NOW.
i m thankful for kang ning
for bein NICE person.and u can be SO gaoxiao!
i m thankful for yihao
for showin care.
i m thankful for eddy.
my SON!
i m thankful siyun/venecia
for lendin me mirror last yr.
i m thankful for my sq.
MIRACLES tt we created.
i m thankful for yuhan.
his MONKEY-business
i m thankful for joyce.
for bein our IC. :)
i m thankful for SQ3.
for helpin SQ2.
i m thankful for SQ4.
for bein good NCOs.
i m thankful for laopo
for bein dere.
i m thankful for elissa
who LISTENs
i m thankful for shoe
who STAMP my moodiness away.
i m thankful for chenyin
who's de SPASTIC gerl.
and her patience.
i m thankful for SONNY.
for listenin HARD and CHEER ME
wit his SWEETNESS.
i m thankful for MAOMAO.
for bein THOUGHTFUL.
and hearin my nonsense.
i m thankful for zhen.
for bein dere <33
i m thankful for pam
for de SMILES she give me.
i m thankful for vivian
for TAGGIN me.and de BIG HUG.
when we met. :)
i m thankful for xinhui
for de memories.
i m thankful for JJ.
for de endless crappin on phone.
and his HORRIBLE singing.
and bein de KORKOR. X)
i m thankful for laoda.
for rmb-ing my IMPT day.
i m thankful for laoer.
for bein in LAME FAM.
i m thankful for sandi.
for subbin me.and de craps!
i m thankful for xiao di.
for de care and concern :)
i m thankful for da mei
for bein my darling!
i m thankful for xiao mei.
for sharin gifts wif ME.
i m thankful for xuan hao.
for his crap and his tutoring.
i m thankful for chun kit.
for being de FROGGY.
and de NICE day at beach
i m thankful for kok.
for ur listenin ears and CARING. :)
i m thankful for boon.
for ur CUTE-ness!patience and LISTENIN ear.
i m thankful for S.AC.P.M pig.
for 6-cents. =D
i m thankful for jack.
for givin advises :)
i m thankful for benjamin.
for being de BEST IC.
i m thankful for clarice.
MY BEST OGL.
i m thankful for guoxaing.
MY OGP!
i m thankful for karen.
for being KE AI!
i m thankful for hannah.
for de FUN TIMES IN SPERENZA
i m thankful for melvin.
for CRAPPING. :)
i m thankful for lester.
for bein de LAME guy.
and thanks for WANTING to treat me to seoul garden
and u better say HI to me! =)
i m thankful for eugenia
for ur CUTE SMILE.
i m thankful for lisa
cuz she luv my BUTT. X)
i m thankful for clara.
cuz HER FAIR SKIN.
i m thankful for lijing.
for the 'HI's
i m thankful for kayhwee
cuz she SMILES at ME. :)
i m thankful for hanhuimin
cuz she FOREVER SMILING.
i m thankful for tabitha.
cuz she's LO MAI KAI!
i m thankful for jingyi
one of the first senior i kw in council X).
i m thankful for faust/glenn/yongsheng/min hui
cuz u ppl re realli GAO XIAO!
i m thankful for waiyu.
for bein wif US! :)
i m thankful for vivien.
for bein MY QUEEN!
i m thankful for WYFC. X)
for de LOLLIPOP and de truth.
i m thankful for my OGM.
for makin ORIENTATION rawks!
i m thankful for nien yuan.
for alwaes chattin wif US!
i m thankful for kay howe
for being NICE :)
and SMILE SMILE!
i m thankful for YEEYAN
cuz she simply RAWKING. :)
i m thankful for chermain
for de TEE-SHIRT
and FUN! :)
i m thankful for sabrina.
SPRENZA!
i m thankful for angela
u re a nice girl :)
i m thankful for wenxin.
haha. :) de nice SIMEI trip :)
i m thankful for terry :)
JIAYOU! and NICE SMILE :)
i m thankful for kaiying/anna/alicia/jiayu
for bein de SWEET ppl u all re.
i m thankful for shiya!
BIMBO X)
i m thankful for hoyan
FOR DE SHAWN BLOG. :)
i m thankful for yuanling
FOR BEING SO DAMN PATIENT :) nc5!
i m thankful for natty :)
cuz she's ONE of de BEST :)
i m thankful for perle. :)
cuz u SMILES. :)
i m thankful for zizing/seow xuan/rachelle/shaz
/nadiah/amanda
for bein in de memories of p6'04.
i m thankful for yogi.
u re de most GENEROUS guy i met.:)
thanks for de pool and stuffs.
i won forget u.
i m thankful for jeriel/eunice/laura/luke
u ppl re GREAT. :)
i m thankful for sheenaYI. :)
i lyk tt SMILE of urs!
i m thankful for michelleSIM.
thanks thanks :)
i m thankful for yiern.
SHE 's MY KINDERGARDEN FRIEN! X)
i m thankful for yanshan!
so long NO SEE YOU! :)
i m thankful for shijie/junkang.
u two re frm P1 till forever.
friends forever. :)
i m thankful for weishi.
cuz she intro me to my CELL.
i m thankful for weisong.
my HP leader. ;)
i m thankful for zhuting/vivianfoo.
zhuting s SPASTIC. X) and vivan's BIG EYES. so cute.
i m thankful for YEOliting.
for de NEOS!
i m thankful for WONGliting.
for the horny-ness
i m thankful for wenbin.
for ur HUMOR!
i m thankful for james.
for bein de NICE person!
i m thankful for wangmiao.
for bein de QIANG sperenza!
i m thankful for crystal.
for bein one for de NICEST senior i kw.
LEOPRE!
i m thankful for soohiang
for trustin me abt de spammer ting.
i m thankful for soohwee.
for bein a nice comm head
i m thankful for noah
for bein a nice comm head
i m thankful for mr.UNCLE.
for sayin korean dramas re for aunties.
i m thankful for yulin for doin duty wif me
i m thankful for chengjun for doin duty wif me.
for TWO years.
i m thankful for hanlu.
for doin duty wif me.
i m thankful for hionghiong
for bein my meimei.
i m thankful for chongboon
for de SWEET-ness
and
memories.
i m thankful for MRS TAN MADM TEO AND MISS TAN
for deir teaching
i m thankful for SUN LAO SHI
for helpin me learn an IMPT lesson.
i thanks god for my happiness
i thanks god for my sadness
i thanks god for my experiences in life.
i thanks god for giving me life
i thanks god for walking wif me.
i thanks my church ppl.
although i dun go often.
but i REMEMBER u all.
u ppl re lyk angels.
i m thankful for waiping.
i m thankful for charlene.
i m thankful for camila.
i m thankful for yuheng.
i m thankful for simin.
i m thankful for yukun.
i m thankful for samantha.
i m thankful for everyone who SMILES at me.
i m thankful for everyone who MAKES my day :)
i m thankful for everyone who read my blog.
i m thankful for everyone who TAGS.
i m thankful for everyone i kw.
lastly i m thankful for YOU readin dis. =)
i love you;
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
oh great.
wad happen to my studies.
i guess i just simply HATE studyin.
:(
another flunk-ed sub.
oh watever huh?
tryin to hold back my tears when i got it.
i felt numb.
real numb.
wad happen to me?
i realli dunno wad the SHIT the cher teachin.
i dun understand.
and
i guess no one bothered to explain to me.
or rather i didn ask?
or i DID ask.
but juz got forgotten.
no one heard huh?
the red warnin bell is ringin.
my studies goin DOWN DOWN DOWN.
as in it gonna hit de bottom.
soon.
oh well.
cried.
so i failed abt 3?
great.
told myself.
i aint gonna slack nemore.
it gonna be hardwork now.
i still haf time.
to catch up.
and overtake.
i MUST catch up
i MUST i MUST i MUST.
-self motivation-
X)
dunno wad s wrong now eh.
wad i haf ard me just doesn seem to be mine anymore. :(
it hard in sec sch.
but it part and pacel of life.
must face it.
people.
studies.
emotions.
everyting link huh?
u just cant tink tt u re alwae the worst.
there's alwae ppl worst. than u.
i love you;
Monday, February 20, 2006
27days! :)
Geo test today.
super gao xiao.
i do HALF WAY den
realised no nid do on foolscap.
too used durin exam.
write everyting on foolscap.
den i see liao.
PANIC.
tink no time.
in de end i still got time slack.
oink oink abit.
so tired- =X
den lessons were BORING.
GOOD NEWS!
SHANGHAI SHANGHAI~
so CRAZY abt shoppin in SHANGHAI! =X
excited!!
MAY MAY MAY!
JUNE JUNE JUNE!
9 DAYS 9DAYS!
i gonna kip a journal on de way. =D
special shanghai edition~
X)
stop de madness. :)
den got trainin.
eeks.
no more boon! :(
we ll MISS you!
i kw u re readin dis.
DUN CRY EH! :)
we MISS you.
although AC nid u more.
but we nid u TOO!
but dey more impt lah.
MUST COME BACK EH. :)
cuz nursings are definitly SWEETER than ambulance.X)
lalalal~
trainin wif wong dey all.
v meaningful.
LEARN ALOT. =)
YAY!
i love you;
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
y i fail my maths?
i got 10/25.
if i haf pass up my other piece of paper.
could haf got a BETTER GRADE.
it over le.
suan le. =((
so the day went by.
MERRY VALENTINE DAY!:)
THANKS FOR ALL THE TINGS!
LOVE YOU ALL :))
although i m alone.
spendin this valentine.
went out wif megan cherine pearly and laopo.
BUT I M HAPPY.
cuz got ALL my NICE NICE friens.
:))
but i m so JEALOUS.
cuz everyone seems to haf
tt special LALA wif dem!
AWWW.
some so SWEET.
give SWEET tings.
i onli got tings frm ALL GERLS.
except er zi. :(
hmph.
not gonna care.
at least i got sumting. :)
valentine 2006 is gone.
now.
the nxt BIG event.
gonna learn to bake cookies.
when i got time!
i love you;
Monday, February 13, 2006
I FAILED MATHS & ENG.
claps*
pro rite.
so sad lah.
TWO subs down. :(
telling myself.
1.I HATE LOVE STUDYING
2.I HATELOVE THE HEAT.
totally screwed my studies.
training.
sorry eh.
attituded.
but i HATE standin in the SUN.
de heat will make my temper HOT.
realli SORRY.
huiling.
germaine.
siew min.
YAY- :))
ohya.
kok also.
since i dao-ed you.
aiyo.
whoever i dao-ed.
SORRY! :)
no ONE ah.
i kw u stress too bah.
JIAYOU ok :).
we WILL run nxt time.
PROMISE. :))
dun cry le eh! =))
LOVE YOU!
noFOUR.
hee. :)
sorry! LOVE YOU TOO!
no.TWO.
WOOT.u re HORNY.
shown ur TRUE colours eh.
LOVE YOU TOO! :)
i love you;
Sunday, February 12, 2006
seoul garden lunch.
perfect treat.
for boon.
eat so MUCH.
pig.
dunno how many rds he went.
i aslo ate ALOT.
sotong sotong and MORE SOTONG. X)
went to tamp seoul garden wit ger hl sieg yuan and boon.
was late.
oops-
sorry.
den went eat.
spent TWO HOURS eatin.
the food was not bad?
had FUN.
den gave boon the prezzies.
haha.
ger and sieg de
SO CREATIVE X).
den me and hl's is NORMAL.
:)
den went walk ard and ate this DOUGHNUT ting.
tt s V NICE.
=DD
now i m so dead.
cuz i haven do my HW.
and
i haven study!
great. :(
STUDY.CHIONG.yesh!
i hatelove science.
i love you;
Saturday, February 11, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELI & BOON :))
happi belated to mingjun ;))
PARENTS just dun understand children.
i admit i alwaes bao sms ah.
I M TRYIN TO CUT DOWN lah.
so.
people.
pls do me a favor and.
CALL ME.
dun sms eh.
dun care them le.
i sneaked out de phone and they
seem to haf forgotten.
:))
___________________________
the WHOLE saturday was lyk
BUSY?TIRING. :(
went for the photographic ting.
dey were late lah.
den we so early.
8am?
so sleepy. :((
den later the lesson was
tokin abt wad shutter speed
and wadever ting.
we all tokn tokin.
den sec4 tokin tokin.
den lame jokes.
NOISY.
=X.
den later went to kfc.
wit kok.mel.quan.xiang.wy
.sieg.ger.ling.huiling.
den aft eatin.
went to shop ard.
den later library duty.
it BORING. :(
stand dere.
see de books till my eyes wan close.
den aft tt meet sheena.
i was still wearin FULL SCH UNI.
den went to buy de prezzie.
den meet terie den went to feli's HSE.
woot.
was tired.
worn out.
and feel freakin HUNGRY.
=X
lols.
de party was GREAT.
cuz till very LATE. =X.
den playin capt.ball.
den everyone play play.
den later I WAS THE FIRST TO
CALL FELI TO WISH HER HAPI BD.
achievements for the night.
1.finished HALF the seaweed chicken. =X
2.FIRST to call feli.
3.SECOND to call boon. =X.
4.ONE WHOLE DAY without SMS.
GOT TO DO MY BOOK REPORT AND STUDY.
if not i m gonna DIE.horribly.
i love you;
Thursday, February 09, 2006
why?why?why?
i dunno.
wad haf i done?
knowin him?
was it our fault?
we re onli friends.
so wad the prob abt being friends?
wadeva give u all the rights to say ME?
i cried and cried.
my tears just keep flowin and flowin.
nth could make me stop.
i asked myself.
wad haf i done?
u ppl dun even kw me?
so why u all say tt abt me?
you tink i aint a nice person?
let me ask you.
haf u tried to know me?
sumtimes i tink it just so fake.
when u tried to know ppl more.
dey say u tryin to suck up.
but u not close to dem.
dey tink you re not nice.
so wad m i suppose to do?
can sumone tell me?
i realli dun understand.
y GOD created those ppl?
and put dem in our lifes.
obstacles?
i learn to be strong.
real strong.
out there.
there are ALL kinds of ppl.
and i aint gonna let dem ruin ME.
i m myself.
i live for myself. not YOU.
thanks to people who haf been dere for me.
realli thanks.
you people re de ones.
to keep me goin.
i totally ADORE u people.
i love you;